Notes from the Underground: Novel Summary: Part 1 Chapter 1-Part 1 Chapter 2

Part 1 Chapter 1-Part 1 Chapter 2Part 1 Chapter 1: Dostoevsky immediately introduces us into the mind of his forty-year-old Underground Man, who describes himself as a “sick”, “spiteful”, “most unpleasant man” with a liver disease for which he refuses to seek treatment “out of spite.” Throughout the mans speech, he addresses a formal audience he calls “distinguished gentleman”-more out of sarcasm than respect.
Yet this Underground Mans soliloquy is far from an elegant and polished masterpiece-much of it is confusing and almost incoherent.  The UM himself admits that some of this confusion is a result of his lifes confusion-a life that swarms with “contradictory elements” that torment him constantly. 
He is also a man who cannot act as others do.  Though he hates this spiteful part of him, this inability to “become anything,” he does, however, take some kind of pride (though also shame) in the fact that he is superior in intelligence to those around him.  He takes great pains to explain that because he is so intelligent, he is unable to act.  He will elaborate on this point in future chapters.
Part 1 Chapter 2: In this chapter we learn that the UMs illness is more than physical: he asserts that he has a psychological disease-he has too much consciousness.  He admits that day after day he would rush home to hide in his “corner,” only to anguish and “gnaw” at himself, reconsidering the actions he had taken that day.  At the same time, however, he finds a kind of pleasure in the humiliation and even despair caused by this “overly acute consciousness.”